Wednesday, February 25, 2009
mama,can i be a sunflower when i grow up♥ 6:48 PM
yea that's about it.
Tuesday, February 24, 2009
mama,can i be a sunflower when i grow up♥ 2:34 AM
(supposedly posted yesterday)
so i fainted today.
Yes, yes, it has been a long time since last i had my infamous reoccuring collapsing-to-unconsciousness spells and i am afraid that tadi was the second
relapse (first one was last year during a 'brisk' jog last year)
The last thing i remembered before falling into the black abyss was my voice murmuring'oh shittt......' and plop...i think i was on the floor.
I hate fainting, i mean who doesn't right?*looks at Belle*
I'd always make fun of it, saying that it was a way to escape from what i don't want to do/hear/obey such and such but trust me, even if i did see it that way, it is a painful sacrifice to just not hear what i consider unpleasant.
What's really unpleasant is the pulsating sensation drilling through my brain right after i regained consciousness; with the belia women going on about calling the ambulance, with belle's blurred face in view, with the nose-clearing smell of 'minyak panas' being rubbed on my forehead-nothing gets better than that.
Oh yeah, at one point, Qamariah was poking my foot.=__________= banartah, too intimate of an experience eh, hahaha
And after this and that, i went home with belle, well to be precise, we went back to belle's house and she nursed me a bit so Thanks Belle!=)(awu, bukan kinky nursing, people)
I do feel a lot better now, just 'ayung' sikit-sikit=_________= what a way to make an exit from a sobby speech X) now i'd be known as the girl who inda tahan panas/bdiri/irritating events/unecessary shemams...
ahh, anyways, Belle had brought up a question i constantly come across right after these public stunts of mine X) they(sesiapa saja yang inda pernah pengsan) are curious of how Fainting is like so here is the step by step ulasan brought to you by ME!(iski.)
1)Paning biasa, slightly nauseous, but overall, normal.
2)If you are standing, you would feel a slight tension at the front portion of your head, motor skills become slurry, sounds tend to become deeper.
3)At this point, you know that pitam is inevitable, so you try to get to the nearest person/chair/bed but somehow, your whole body seems to slow down instead. There is this tingling feeling which you could not pinpoint its origin. Vision gets tunneled(Adakah tu?), like looking at an old photograph, everything seems sephia, and surreal.Everything turns into nothing more but unreadable blobs. awu, blobs.Any audio sounds distant and detached to you, as if these voices are getting further away. eyes closed.pitch black.all this happens in a matter of seconds.
yeah, the vision is approximately sama dengan the image di atas, except inda smestinya trees come into view
4)minutes/hours after, depending on thyself, you could almost make out the voices and other sounds around but somehow, you cannot seem to open your eyes even if your life depends on it.
You kinda go in and out of consciousness until the mind says 'we stable already'
5) mehhhh!!!when finally buka mata sakit kepala!!=((((((
6)becakap semula, recollecting events. such and such
7)when feel well enough, it is advisable to find a hiding place to avoid futher embarassment
(when in crowds) and unecessary questions.
so yatah, once again, may i say that i do not enjoy playing the damsel in distress-yang-balum-lagi-apa2-sudah pitam.What if it happens on my graduation day?on my wedding??mehhhhh!!
=_______= nauzubilah lah, is no wanting no shit.
oh oh, i unofficially started my driving lessons with me dad =) as i imagined, my dad went all pilot on me and i went silent behind the wheels of our old skool kerita.
old skool banar,no power steering, auto saja dulu tho pasal me dad inda conpident, as how i feel about my performances too.i went over a speed bump and the car jumped!XDDD
dad:ehhh, rusak tia kerita nahh
najib:awu eh ka diah ane, mun najib nanti drive, mana kana bump atu tu
me:(muamu ah jib)
dad:atu tanda apa tu,ka?
me:*bangang*
najib:U-turn!
dad:bagus jib eh, nanti sanang blajar ne!
me:=___________=
najib:eh kadiah ane inda pandai reverse eh
me:(shadduppp)
najib:kaka lupa signal lagi
me:sabar bah sabar (shaddup jib)
bapa:speak aloud bah apa kan kau buat, the steps and such, macam pilot bah
me:macamana kan??
bapa: macam ane bah, 'aku kan pusing kekiri, so aku signal kekiri....aku maintain on the left, liat dblakang ada urang kah inda, liat dapan, speed maintain 20 km/hr'
me:ehhhh,inda mau eh
bapa:*repeats the whole thing*
bapa:maintain on the left, speed 20 km/hr saja
bapa:*liat the speed meter*
bapa:maintain 20 km/hr, atu labih tu
me:*slows down*
bapa:ada halangan didapan tu, so hala ke tangah dikit
bapa:speak up bah speak up apa kan kau buat
me:=_________________=
bapa:lapas tu kemana kau ne?
bapa:speak up, speak up
me:Nailah, jangan keluarkan kpala, ada krita ddapan tu(rasa kan menagur)
bapa:lupa kau signal tu
me:*flabbergasted*
me:*signals left, then right, then left*
bapa:................*puffs a smoke*
*no one was hurt during these sessions*
so yeah, thats about it for now =)))))
oh!i had a surprise shemams last umm....saturday?meheehhehehhh, everything was goooodddd, i had only up to two rounds of spaghetti and lasagne saja =((( wish i could fit more food but mehhhh, is touched by the fudge/brownie/chocolate/entah cake thing<33333
Thank you Amal and Basirah(and for the mug too!)
Yes Fizah, ku the heart necklace and the froggie in tutu, your message was special too =')))
i'll be as delicate as i could in taking care of them X))
Oh!Thank You to my auntie Affina and cuzzen Syazwani for the bear keychain and etc. =)))) balum ku pakai ne.HAHAHAH X)
so yeah, this is long enough X))) toodles~
p.s: i intend no image infringement shemamems, i get no money from this.
Labels: driving, kawan, pengsan
Thursday, February 19, 2009
mama,can i be a sunflower when i grow up♥ 8:39 AM
samut here samut there samut samut samut!
no matter how many times i vaccum the room, no matter how many times i clean off the crumbs, no matter how many times i rearrange, throw the unecessaries and such, the samuts are always there!!they are on my bed, they are on my gelas minum, they are breeding in my dvd boxes, building new nations of ants around fissures of almost everything!!
sometimes,if i am lucky, i can see scatters of ants coming out of the cracks of my laptop... like ehh, whats the use of squishing one when 10 more comes out right after.
i don't mind finding ants outside, i mean, it is their territory.
i am for one dislike killing them insects but if they fester further cana tah jua kan? Be mum about it?
nada, aku sasak saja. ants everywhere =_____________= i actually love you ants.
Labels: ants
mama,can i be a sunflower when i grow up♥ 12:24 AM
Labels: men
mama,can i be a sunflower when i grow up♥ 12:11 AM
1. Where is your cell phone? - near
2. Your significant other? - pending.
3.Your hair? - asian
4. Your mother? - pretty
5. Your father? - MAMANYAA!!
6. Your favorite place? - swingsets
7. Your dream last night? - wonderful=)
8. Your favorite drink? - milo
9. Your dream/goal? - bsp
10. What room you are in? - bedroom
11. Your hobby? - google
12. Your fear? - disclosed
l13. Where do you want to be in 6 years? - home
14. Where were you last night? - home
15. Something that you aren't? - tyrant X)
16. Muffins? - sure!
17. Wish list item? - skulasip
18. Where you grew up? - brunei
19. Last thing you did? - ear
20. What are you wearing? - something
21. Your TV? - bawah
22. Your pet(s)? - dead
23. Friends? - miracles
24. Your life? - mellow
25. Your mood? - mellow
26. Missing someone? - everyone
27. Car? - mama?
28. Something you're not wearing? - glasses
29. Your favorite store? - etc.
30. Your favorite color? - none
33. When is the last time you laughed? - antah
34. Last time you cried? - ancient
35. Who will resend this? - ahhh
36. One place that I go to over and over? - toilet
37. One person who emails me regularly? - Usu
Labels: when bored
Wednesday, February 18, 2009
mama,can i be a sunflower when i grow up♥ 8:57 PM
MOHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!
yes, batah sudah saya tidak blogging kan?
once again i was preoccupied
so firstly is wanting to say THANK YOU!! for all the well wishes i received on the 14th(some on the 15th....they should know who they are=p) i decided not to have a big, megalomaniac celebration shebams.malas ku.I am probably the most uninspired youth in Brunei at the moment X))) saving up money bahhh =))))))) you getting me, you getting me?exactly.AMINN
I have made friends, lost others, things change, situations differ but for those who have stuck through with me, dredging through the hard cement of what we call life(rambang) , thanks for doing so. You have touched my life more than what you could imagine =) No i am not being kinky.Thank you for putting up with me and my shemams which is unpredictable as it is; one moment i'd be laughing like there is no tomorrow and the next sulking like i lost in a gamble - you guys are my ordinary miracles =))))) tau-tau tah siapa, jangantah kan minta ku list down all the names.I do not have the capacity to do so...or the patience =p
I love youuuuuuuuuuu guyyyyyyyssssss!!! i reeeeaaalllyyyy doooooooooo~~~~ (shouting from the tree tops as we are mountain deficient)
p.s: I WAS LOCKED IN WITH DIGBY!!ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!HORROR HORROR!
p.s:naimah, i do not look like that dude in ur post =________= thank you tho, mehehhhhh
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Wednesday, February 11, 2009
mama,can i be a sunflower when i grow up♥ 1:56 AM
CREEPY AH!!!HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA!
Tuesday, February 10, 2009
mama,can i be a sunflower when i grow up♥ 8:15 PM
i am bored and this looks fun XD
put your music player shemamems on shuffle and answer the damn questions
IF SOMEONE SAYS 'ARE YOU OKAY', YOU SAY?
- runaway love(
sadih jua)
HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?
- sedang ingin bercinta (
HAHAHAHHAHA!)
WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
- October
HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
- Whatever it takes (
Y)
WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
- chasing pavements
(=______= ane sampai mati pun inda dapat apa-apa)
WHAT'S YOUR MOTTO?
- Almost lover(
HAHAHAHAH!palui ehh flaky bunyinya XD)
WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
- farewell without farewell
('___________')"WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
- 1973(
i think i was conceived wayy before that)
WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
- Deeaming out loud
WHAT IS 2 + 2?
- Me and my imagination.(
smart)
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
- Timeless (
awww, trueee!)
WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
- Dilemma
(=____= manada!)WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
-Bitemarks and bloodstains (
bagus, bangga mamaku mendangar)
WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
- Hate that i love you (
HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHAHAHA!)WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
- you don't love me
(=_____= cold feet kah aku tu nanti ertinya?)WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
- Now you're gone (
=_______________=)
WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST??
- you're beautiful(
apakan?nada kraja lain kah aku ane slain memuji urang?)
WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?
- Jangan pernah berubah (
HAHAHAH!!yes, true)
WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
- I wanna love you forever
WHAT DO YOU WANT RIGHT NOW?
- You know my name
(=_________= like really)
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
- I believe (
yes i dooooooooooooo!!!)
WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
- By your side
(=_____= can i NOT sound jiwang??)Labels: by your side
Monday, February 9, 2009
mama,can i be a sunflower when i grow up♥ 6:59 PM
as promised, a proper post!!
so the title says it all
since Valentines (AHEM!) is comin up, people are bound to go out with their spouses and enjoy a day together of which includes food. You don't see a couple whom exchanges gifts and be done with it, do you?You extend the date into a munching activity!
So ok, you order food, he orders his, talk talk talk; everything's fine until you get to the eating part. Sometimes the food is too good that you don't notice that your hair is eating too! yes, i am talking bout myself.
at the end of the date, no one dares to mention about the cheeze crust laced around your lips, not even your date (what is the matter with him?fetish??) until you go home and finally take a good look at yourself.Nice.and you were thinking that you looked pretty darn good.
so unless your date is pretty vocal about everything, stay away from slobbery foodstuff.Namely spaghetti, roti john, rojak, sambal belacan, anything with red paste or chilli pieces
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so iatah, sushi jua!unless you have a very big mouth, then do not do sushi with him.everything falls apart on the first bite, literaly and theoratically =_________=
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omg!i killed a bumble bee!!!yang taris2 itam putih ah!!!oh noooooooooooooooooo!!!!its just my natural instinct you know T---------------T i love insects and animals just as they are.
ITS NOT DEAD YET!omg omg omg!!!i am meannnnnnn!!!!!it just wanted to go back home
WWWWWWWWWWWWWWAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
i am sorry bee!T---------T
i promise i will let ur kawan2 free if i will have an encounter with them, and they do not sangat, and they just wanna go out of my room.
i promiseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
i feel bad.=s
mama,can i be a sunflower when i grow up♥ 2:19 AM
hehehehheheheh
yes, i have been busy
and malas
i mean, i did not vow to update it regularly, did i?
aku balum mandi as usual
and i have a lotsa things to do, shemamems and shawarmies, the nitty gritty, shebams.
oh it has been pouring down like a leaking pipe for these past weeks, it has settled a bit now, raining once every two days so thumbs up to the improvement*sticking up thumb*
yatah....i just wanna say that i have been busy and malas and will coninue until god knows when.
maybe tomorrow i will make a real post, this is just me babbling bout how malas i am.
and i forgot to message the belia people that i wanna join this sunday =_____= palau
and so, another week of shemamems
CREEPY AH!!!HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA!
