and how the years have been treating ya?

Monday, September 21, 2009

mama,can i be a sunflower when i grow up♥ 9:19 AM

And first day was faaaannnnnn.i think.
i just don't receuve green packets as much as i used to

nuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu!!!

and i have a parut sudah.nice

but its okeh, it's raya (let us all just take that as a legible reason for everything)
bah esuk lagi bangun awal O......O

Nighttt<33

Sunday, September 20, 2009

mama,can i be a sunflower when i grow up♥ 5:22 PM

And the fireworks yet to die out anytime soon.

Oh, Selamat Hari Raya to those who celebrate it out there =) i know some of us do look forward to this time of the year, every year so have all the preparations been made to perfection yet?=D

This is, for the first time, that i do not feel as ecstatic as i should be- it still feels a bit heavy to leave Ramadan and embrace Syawal as it is. For one, i don't think i maximized my efforts during Ramadan where i should be doing more than just fasting and praying, although, i am thankful to be given the opportunity to be a little bit more appreciative of that month =)
And every year, there would be a heavy downpour at the eve of Syawal, of which, according to elderly folks,personifies mother nature's grief to let go of the holy month. And i don't think it's too much to say that i feel the grief too.
But hey, i shouldn't wait for next year just to improve myself roight?:) And who knows,even if this love(for Ramadan) may just be temporary, it has been the best:)

There is also another reason for not looking forward to Syawal, and i think Belle knows it ;) and i bet she beats herself more than i do, but fret not, little lady, everything will work out soon=)
Please do take care of the bracelet that I gave you, and i am sorry for a couple of things:

I'm sorry for the times i won't be there for you,
I'm sorry for the times you couldn't be there for me,
I'm sorry that i couldn't join you and wreck UK as we want it to be,
I'm sorry for not getting you in the future,
I'm sorry if i ever go lame
I'm sorry for the times i'd be too preoccupied to even respond to your bumper stickers requests
And i'm sorry if i ever miss out on the things in between =/

But of course, wat's four years compared to the rest of our lives?
So fret not,we will make it out alive and (insyAllah)even make a couple of people proud, especially me of you =)

So for now, i have someone, although isn't at a par with you, might just have to do for the time being.

my raya date

i promise that he won't replace you in any way
and i will not be affected by his boyish looks
and besides

you make meanest kurma cake that simon cowell would praise, worship, kiss a wall for.

To my friends(and those whom secretly and regularly check this blog)
I'd like to apologise,
for everything
=)

Eid Mubarak pretty people!

when the time is 11.11
i wish for 11.12
just so that i won't wish for you

Thursday, September 10, 2009

mama,can i be a sunflower when i grow up♥ 4:43 AM

9 DAYS MOREE!!

and i thought i wasn't counting :(
well, not that i don't look foward to the festive season ahead, its just that i have this constant feeling that i should've maximised my month now*sigh*
well, couple days left and i wish to be more proactive :D

skip skip skip

school is fine=)

it just exhausts me to the core, macam can i have a doppleganger now?like kejap saja just to sit thru class and i dunno, wireless connection between our brains or something while i repay my sleeping debt =________= it kinda affects my health as of now, i do not wish to have twice occurance of 'THAT' time of the month.I'm fragile okaaayyy?not in that sense, wth.

Nailah turned nine yesterday!at 9.9.09!<----majal and aku belum mandi.And i should be revising. and i hate people leaving-_______- can i NOT antar you guys this time?This emotional ball of hormones has attachment issues.Really.
Bah aku antar tah=(

samtimes i dun even get women and their shoe fetish.

but i do want more flats:DDD

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Friday, September 4, 2009

mama,can i be a sunflower when i grow up♥ 1:41 AM

and i love today<3
:D