Hang in there! :))))))))))) < mua cambaie hahahhahaha, well, i don't think i'd be able to say anything much since -_______- i'm never there for you *stabs self* But all the reasons for loathing your situation now could never outweigh how much you deserve to be there. I guess i know(setaie!) how it feels like to not be completely yourself around people, even if you try to be as much as yourself, there is always that niggling feeling discerning you of your actions and such. But It'll always get better one way or another. But please don't wait.
And again may i repeat.YOU DESERVE TO BE THERE. Macam, of all the years that i knew you, you've been one of the most original characters in my life. Secretly i admire the fact that you took what you love(not saying that i dont love what i have now, HAHHA disclaimer) and dare to love something even if the whole world disagreed. The passion never faded.Mine did.
Bah, if i say more macam kiss ass tia so singan sini saja ah?=) i have maths exam and i wanna get that A. Nothing less. Pasal nya cigu 'nerds rule the world' and aku power hungry.MMMhmmm.
here is lady gaga to inspire you today.<3
Monday, November 16, 2009
mama,can i be a sunflower when i grow up♥ 12:41 AM
HAHAHHAHAHAHAHA!!!!
Saturday, November 14, 2009
mama,can i be a sunflower when i grow up♥ 7:50 AM
monday start revision week.MOOHHHH!!! and ada cerita hindustan dibawah...should i watch?:/ this cerita korean lagi balum ku liat
so today marks the end of belajar period for first semester and it ended with a sorta angin keluar dari baloon when you loosen the knot? was underwhelmed yet had anxieties for this day to end,apakan. The Biomimetic robot worked!Well its something that we worked on as a team and yeah. feels good to have it over and done with :))))) Ohh, aku banci this equation:
manual car+ bukit= anxiety hence tetutup injin.
nuff said. then then went out with iyl jubs tadi, right when i felt like dozing off she rang to ask me out :3
was fun.today is fun.i usually end my weekends skyping with belle. where are you now? =(
pkul 12.00!
mama,can i be a sunflower when i grow up♥ 7:27 AM
you know what?
I realize that i lack in bulu kirai to even make a statement. *sigh*
i should consider investing in a strong color of lipliner to make a statement.MMMhmmm. papi chulo~~~
Friday, November 6, 2009
mama,can i be a sunflower when i grow up♥ 8:46 PM
BE HAPPY AND OFFENSIVE AT THE SAME TIME : DDDDDDDDDD *dances*
i still want nasi lemak.
mama,can i be a sunflower when i grow up♥ 8:41 PM
NADA KELAS PETANGGG!!! and now i feel empty....i wanna eat nasi lemak. i wanna drive to buy nasi lemak. can i drive to buy nasi lemak?? plis plis PLISSSS????
*sigh*
Thursday, November 5, 2009
mama,can i be a sunflower when i grow up♥ 6:20 PM
Sorry Bellleeeee, bout the skype date that didn't happen =( Aku tidur kemarin and set the alarm at 9 but yeah -______- that didn't work. I had a long sambung-sambung mimpi of some rabid disease turning humans to idk...biting, half human half wolves thing? It was sambung2 even masa aku woke up momentarily -______- trilogy dreams. And sooo, in the end aliens came around to save us, like seriously vividly makan those thangs yang contaminated.Mcm apakaaannn. and apparently, in my dream, humans can breathe underwater
-_____________________- yeah. So Sorry Bebe =(((
To umi, HIiiii, aku kan tetidur masa aku receive ur msg so yeah (>w<)/
Wednesday, November 4, 2009
mama,can i be a sunflower when i grow up♥ 3:13 AM
baby nadiahhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!! HAHAHHAHA. i read your blog! :B and aku iski, pasal u passed! wooooooohoo. im gonna be back this november. nadiah behind the wheels~ hahah. i miss your facial expressions! :(and the sarcasms you throw in between conversations -_____-- hahah.-Kaka Fizah,FB.
haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah, Hi FizaaaAAAAAAaaaaaah(if ure reading this) i knowwww, and entah i have to biasakan kerita pajero dulu : ( i have to get used to BIG,MANUAL CARS yang IMPOSSIBLE on the BUKITS OF BRUNEI.
Teehee, i know, i throw excessive ones sampai my coursemates sometimes inda dapat detect -___________- aku siuk sendiri apply double meanings at everything.
bah, das in por now, tired to da core (>w<)/
Sunday, November 1, 2009
mama,can i be a sunflower when i grow up♥ 3:42 AM
Happy Birthday Baby Turquoise!
I know it wasn't exactly the day you envisioned it to be and there seems to be something bugging you at the end of the day.
Of course, no one can deny we have been drifting apart, live different lives and that's not being exaggerating even. But a friendship that have grown so old, like us, have deep roots that can withstand all that have and will come our way. Strong winds may balden our branches,our limbs may get chopped off and nothing would be left of us but charcoal after fire- we'd look different to what we started off from but if those things should ever happen, i am willing to rebuild if you are too.
But i prefer you not to worry so much on these things cause honestly, i miss that smile that could light up the whole world =(
